You know when you’ve made a decision, but then something pops up inside of you and you change your mind? 

I’ve been calling out my inner Shmego (fear + ego)  for over a decade now. The thing that happens when we first learn to discern how our Shmego voice talks to us, is that we actually resist doing our “you work”. 

Look, it’s not uncommon for us to fall back into our old routines and habits, especially when we are faced with feelings and emotions that remind us of a past experience or when we are uncertain of what’s going to happen in the future.

This past week I shared a series called The Anatomy Of A Calling. This has been a topic that comes up so often for many of my clients, that my Angels guided me to break it down with impactful action steps to support you in finding and knowing your calling and how to love it into life. 

I know how hard it is to step out of your comfort zone and into believing that you have a true calling. And, when you obsessively worry that people will think you’re crazy,  or wrong, or when you are holding other’s opinions in front or your own.Yes, I know because I’ve been there. Even to the point where I gave my power away trying to maintain peace. 

All of those beliefs and actions, they were formed from the lies I had grown accustomed to hearing, both internally and externally. 

Breaking free of those habits and beliefs opened me up to a whole new amazing way of living, as they have for my clients and they will for you. 

I feel like I can’t really tell you all this without sharing how I broke free from the opposing energy. When you make a decision to step forward, taking that big bold move to align with your calling you may find what shows up for you is resistance. For some it happens before they take an action step, and for others it happens after they show up in their new form. Fear sneaks up on you and begins filling you with doubt, remorse, and feelings that trigger your pain points. For me, resistance reminds me that my healing is still in progress. And though I can be persistent and push onward, resistance offers me a moment to go inward, talk it out with God and be still. Rather than seeing my resistance as a bad thing, I see it as a time to learn and be expansive. Notice if you are resisting newness and bring it to your spiritual practice, prayerfully ask God to clarify, it’s such a beautiful gift you can give to yourself! 

I have two fun ways you can dive in a little deeper this week with your spiritual practice. The first one we spoke about already is The Anatomy Of A Calling. This is a 3 part video series that you can watch now, click here.

The second is the opportunity to listen to this week’s podcast. Inside this Angels Don’t Lie session I shared a beautiful journey meditation to meet your spirit animal.

Let me know what came up for you during the meditation in the comments section below!